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Double Standards ]] Paige « Thread Started on Jun 10, 2009, 5:25pm »
He'd been taken in for questioning - involved in a case of murder. Why? Because the cameras had seen him go in the elevator to the late senator candidate John Starkings, and leave without him. That wouldn't really be a problem, except they'd gotten off on the roof, according to all of the evidence. And it was the truth - he'd left the elevator with the politician - but he was blocking the angle that showed that John had a gun.
The big issue, however, was that Keslan had gotten back on the elevator, and left, after John had landed face first on the concrete after falling from the roof of a very large, very high-class hotel.
That led to Keslan, sitting in a chair, with a pair of cuffs around his wrist and to the chair, so he couldn't leave. There were so many minds intruding on his, as well, that he couldn't form a coherent projection to send back at anyone to get them to just... let him go. He was letting out breath after laboured breath, trying to do something to alleviate the pressure on his mind.
Since he was still a minor, and he refused to be sent back to his no-good drug addict, pimp parents, he was sitting here, waiting to meet with a counselor. Social services. The big idea was - if he wasn't convicted of murder - he'd needed to be placed into the foster system.
He knew full and well he wouldn't be convicted of murder, if for no other reason than it was self defense. And, there was no murder weapon - nothing to indicate he'd done anything more than jumped. That was the bonus of reading minds - he could hear some of the important stuff, as well as the run-off that was plaguing him right now.
Closing his eyes, the boy slid down in the chair, messy looking shirt with a pair of dice emblazoned on the front riding up his torso a bit. He didn't care. Closing his eyes, he tried, unsuccessfully, to block out the white noise.
At least, at this point, he was a little more comfortable; even if he had been stuck in this police station for what felt like an eternity. Dirty jeans finished off his look. He looked like a street kid, and, without a doubt, that's exactly what he was. He'd been arrested once before on a count of juvenile prostitution - and he'd been let out early for 'good behavior'. One would think he was a celebrity - he'd been 'incarcerated' for all of forty five minutes.
Quietly, he opened his eyes, to stare up at the ceiling. "I have to get out of here..." He murmured, mostly to himself. After all - he couldn't handle all of the noise.
He hadn't noticed, just yet, but his nose had started trickling a little bit of blood, that was warmly running down the side of his lip. He was a little pale, at that - the more mental pressure on him, the more difficult things became for him.
Re: Double Standards ]] Paige « Reply #1 on Jun 10, 2009, 7:24pm »
"Good night." she said to the young woman at the desk, "My name is Paige Matthews. I'm from Social Services." She flashed her I.D. "I was called in to see a..." she stopped for a moment to refer to the file in her hand, "Keslan Eckhart. He was brought in for questioning early this evening."
"Yes, of course." the young officer replied as he stood, "The inspector in charge informed me to be on the look out for you after he made the call. I didn't expect you to arrive so soon. I thought it would take you at least an hour and a half to get across town."
"Yes, well I got lucky and beat the traffic over here." she replied smiling.
"Very lucky indeed." the officer replied as he came around the desk. "All the way from across town in twenty minutes? That has to be a record. Well since you're here now I can take you to him. He hasn't been moved from the interrogation room yet. Just follow me."
Paige had just been about to wrap up for the day and head home early when the call had come through. She had thought of asking one of her colleagues to take the case but after realising that his file was actually one of the many that had been placed in her In-Tray, that thought had quickly vanished. The twenty minutes that had passed between the call and her arrival had actually been spent pouring over that file, not driving. She had simply orbed over when she had finished.
'Suspected drug addicts/pushers for parents. Suspected physical and sexual abuse. Plus, only sixteen years old and forty five arrests already on his record.' she thought, recalling what she read in his file as she had followed the man down the hall.
He had been released everytime but still it was quite a feat. His case was definitely an interesting one to say the least. Paige wondered if it wasn't more than just a coincidence that the call had been transferred to her office. It was a short walk down the hall and they were soon outside the door.
"Right in here." the man said, opening the door.
"Thanks." she said as she stepped past the man and into the room.
She saw the grungy looking boy sitting in the chair. The shiny, silver metal of the handcuffs that chained him to the chair was glinting slightly as the light from the fluorescent bulbs above hit them. She cast a quick glance around the room, it wasn't the first time she had to come to an interrogation room and she noted that it was the same as ever. Small, almost as if they were trying to give a claustrophobic feeling - unpainted concrete walls, empty except for a desk and two chairs in the middle of the room. The most interesting thing in the room was probably the large, piece of one way glass that stretched across one of the walls so that others could watch as suspects were interrogated.
"Is there any other place available to have this interview?" she asked, turning back to the door to catch the officers attention before he left.
"I can see if one of the offices are empty." he replied, "Is there anything else?"
"Thank you and yes there is just one more thing." she said, turning back to face the boy. "I don't think those handcuffs will be necessary. I'm sure I'll be perfectly fine so could you remove them, please?"
"As long as you're sure." the man said hesitantly as he reached for a set of keys hanging from his belt and approached the boy, "If you run into any problems just press the alarm button next to the door." He continued after removing the handcuffs, "I'm afraid I have to lock you in while I go to check on the office."
"Thank you and I will." she said, "And also its fine. I know its normal procedure."
After the door closed with a snap when the officer left Paige walked over to the desk and took a seat in the chair across from him, putting her bag along with his file on the desk.
"Well we've had a busy day, haven't we Keslan." she said after a moment of silence as she settled herself.
She looked up at him for the first time, meeting his cold glare. The angry face from the picture attached to the file was now looking at her. His skin was pale beneath the coat of dirt that covered it. He had lost a significant amount of weight since the picture was taken a couple months back. His clothes were dirty and torn, clearly not having been changed in a long while. He basically looked like a typical runaway. The streak of red running down his face is what really caught her attention.
"You're bleeding." she said matter-of-factly as she reached into her bag and pulled out a tissue, handing it over to him.
"As I'm sure you've guessed." she said after a short pause, "I'm from Social Services. My name is Paige." When he made no move to make any response but just continued to glare, she opened the file in front of her and glanced at it quickly before continuing, "It says here that you were brought in for questioning about a suspected murder that occurred earlier today. Do you want to tell me what really happened? I've read what's in the report but I'd rather hear what you have to say."
Re: Double Standards ]] Paige « Reply #2 on Jun 10, 2009, 7:47pm »
He had to keep that steely gaze on her. After all, the second they left the place, he'd just tell her to let him go, and she would. His impressive detainment record indicated that. Still, he was a little startled when she said he was bleeding. After a moment of uncertainty, he accepted the tissue, and touched it to his face - pulling away the bright red that had ran from his nose. His brows furrowed, and he had to shake his head a little bit, trying, once again to push some of the pressure from his mind.
He brought the tissue to his nose, and held it there - luckily, the bleeding had always stopped... like a pressure valve meant to release some of the steam that he built up, listening to so many people at once. Still, his attention was on her. She was surprisingly difficult to read - but, just like every social worker, she was focused on him. Though, a slightly amusing thought - that she wasn't afraid of him, like the last social woman.
That was a bonus, at least. After a second, he balled up the tissue, since his face was cleaned as best it could be without water or something like that. Sitting up straight in the chair, he watched her, the hardened gaze of a boy who'd done his fair share of living - and then some.
"The dude had a gun. He told me he had something to show me." He said, simply, shrugging his shoulders with as little interest as he could portray. Still - what he'd seen was horrid. The fact that he was responsible was worse. But he'd practiced his story. "He was nuts... said he could fly, and that he had to show me. So we went to the roof. Crazy old guy walked to the edge... and he jumped." He said, shrugging a little.
Of course, he was leaving out the interim - the fact that before they'd gone to the roof, he'd made about two hundred dollars for a 'good time' with the old bastard. It'd be best if he left that particular train out anyways. No need to get picked up again for accidentally admitting to wrongdoing.
He rubbed his recently-released wrist nodding slightly. "Thanks for that. Last social chick left me locked up the whole time." He said, with another little shrug. Absently, a hand came to the side of his head, where he placed a little bit of pressure.
Something made him pause. His eyes narrowed, and his breath caught in his throat. "Get down." he said, his voice sharply. Of course, he said that - as he was leaping across the table. He didn't care if he scared her - bullets smashed through the door and the plaster of the flimsy interrogation wall, coming from the main lobby area. "Guy with a gun..." His voice trailed off - his head was literally pounding. He couldn't feel emotions, but panic sent the mind into overdrive - which in turn made things really hard for the resident psychic. "He's looking for... for someone. If we stay here..." But all of the thoughts were running together, and it was hard for him to focus on anything any more.
Strangely enough, he was unusually complacent with this whole situation. Truth be told, he was kind of surprised he saved her, too. He didn't really care. But that wasn't really his problem. If he could build up enough strength, he might be able to make whoever it was go away if they came to the room.
Re: Double Standards ]] Paige « Reply #3 on Jun 13, 2009, 9:48pm »
Paige wasn't sure what had caused the nosebleed as she watched him wipe the blood from his face, looking just as surprised as she had been to see it; so she took out the pack of napkins that she had taken the one from and placed it on the desk in front of him in case it restarted. She listened intently to his tale as he spoke in a bored, monotone voice all the while wondering if the story was true.
'Well I don't get the feeling that he's lying.' she thought to herself as she peered at his expressionless face, 'Besides, what would he have gained by the man's death and what would he gain now by lying? He's repeated everything he told the police but still, I don't think that I'm getting the full story.'
Paige had long ago learned to trust her gut, her instincts. They rarely led her wrong and so she wasn't going to ignore them now.
"So he had a gun on you." she said when he had finished, "That must have been quite frightening for you. A madman suddenly pulling a gun on you for no reason at all. I'm very sorry that you had to go through such a traumatic experience, Keslan. Noone, especially noone as young as you, should have to experience such but then again," She paused for a moment, gazing at him as if appraising him, "you've experienced and survived quite a lot despite your age, haven't you. More than most adults have ever had to endure."
Paige continued to hold his gaze for a few more moments before smiling and switching her focus to the file in front of her.
"Oh and you're welcome." she said when he mentioned the handcuffs, glancing up at him to see him massaging his wrist, "It was no problem at all. I don't think that I'm in any danger with you so I found them to be quite unnecessary. Wouldn't you agree?" She leaned back in the chair, crossing her legs as she smiled at him again and appraised him, "I wonder what's taking that officer so lo....."
Her voice cut off when she heard yells coming from beyond the door, a commotion clearly taking place and before she could barely register it, the young boy before her had launched himself across the table at her, screaming to get down as he knocked her off the chair that clattered to the floor beside her as they both landed hard on the stone floor. Even as they fell she could hear the sound of bullets being fired and whizzing past them.
Paige had faced way too many near - death experiences for her to lose her cool now so she was calmly and quickly assessing the situation in her head. The table had been knocked over when Keslan and launched himself over it and now was laying on its side, hiding them from view as well as acting like a makeshift shield. Paige did not even bother to rise and peek over the table just in case more stray bullets found themselves into the room. Her biggest worry now was how to get Keslan out of here; she had an all too easy way to do it but it would involve revealing her secret. The boy's muttering caught her attention and she looked to him. He seemed to be muttering to himself as much as he was to he; his eyes unfocused and his expression slightly dazed. Only then did it fully dawn on her that somehow the boy had known what was coming before it had happened, far enough in advance for him not only to save himself but to try and save her as well. She didn't have time to be surprised as she heard another volley of bullets flying through the air in the distance; by rights she shouldn't even be since she usually always ended up getting the more...unique cases which suited her just fine as helping other younger witches had always been what she had aspired to do ever since she had found her true calling. Also, in this way she also helped in her own small way to keep magic secret from the mortal world and to keep her family and friends safe.
"You have to trust me." she whispered to the boy frantically and extended her hand towards him, urging him to take it, "I know its hard but you have to trust me, Keslan."
Re: Double Standards ]] Paige « Reply #4 on Jun 13, 2009, 10:34pm »
Trust was not something that an urchin did very well, or very quickly. But the sound of bullets were more than capable of convincing him. Not to mention the throbbing in his head was all but unbearable, now - he could no longer make out individual thoughts, they were just a mess of heightened panic and image and sound. It was something he'd never experienced before - such a massive onslaught of psychic imagery.
Her hand was a clear beacon, almost. She wasn't lying - her thoughts, though vague, told him enough to know she wanted to save him. He just wished he could see how. He wished he could better understand. Or silence the cacophonous, massive sound that rang through his brain, bypassing all of his physical senses.
Despite the table, and despite the sound of shattering glass, he looked at her, one hand pressed against the side of his head, trying as hard as he could to force the noise from his skull. It didn't help, however, as much as he wanted them to. His nose had once again begun trickling a virulent streak of red.
He couldn't keep his gaze on her or her hand, or her face. He was too distorted and disoriented, being bombarded on all sides of his mind with the 'screams' of people. There were several who were actually hurt, but he couldn't pick up the dead - after all, you didn't think, then. Not when you were down like that.
Keslan's throat felt raw, and he could feel warmth on the side of his head, as well - blood was trickling from his ears, now, too. He'd never been mentally overloaded before, and this was driving him to the very edge of his sanity - and probably everyone else's sanity, as well. He couldn't maintain this many minds, even when they were calm.
Squeezing his eyes shut, he took a proverbial leap.
His free hand came to hers, grabbing it despite the connotation it might hold. She could - and probably would - betray him. Something would go wrong, and it would be her fault. She was a social worker. They never really cared. They never really wanted to help. It always turned out that way.
Still. She truly believed she could help. And he was willing to trust her, just this once, if it meant that the pressure in his head would go away, even for a second. "He's coming here..." He murmured - those cold thoughts cutting right through the raucous mental noise, as it approached the door. He couldn't focus any more, he couldn't make him go away.
So. He trusted her.
« Last Edit: Jun 13, 2009, 10:39pm by Keslan Eckart »
Re: Double Standards ]] Paige « Reply #5 on Jun 16, 2009, 2:16am »
The chaos outside of the room seemed to be getting even worse as Keslan hesitated. Paige really hadn't expected him to immediately trust her and grab her hand but with each second that passed, the danger increased. It would be very easy for her to just reach out, grab him and orb them both away but she knew she couldn't, not if she didn't want him to freak out and run away the second she released him and spill her secret. The risk of exposure was already big enough without her adding to it.
"Keslan," she pleaded, "I promise that I will not hurt you, deep down I know that you know that. Just take my hand Keslan. Trust me."
Paige wasn't even completely sure that he had heard her. It wasn't because of the deafening noise that surrounded them that she thought this. It was because of the blood that was once again staining his face. It was worse this time; the stream of red pouring from his nose was much thicker than what she had seen before and the flow was faster. A slight shift of her gaze showed her that his ears had begun to bleed as well. He was clutching his head with his hand and a grimace was on his face to show that he was in intense pain.
Paige couldn't be exactly sure about what was causing it to happen but she knew that it had to be related to whatever was happening in the station; it couldn't be pure coincidence that this had happened to him twice while in the station. She was also sure that if she didn't get him away that whatever was going on with him would worsen.
"Keslan?" she called to him.
His gaze had fallen from hers and his eyes appeared unfocused, a sheen of sweat seemed to be breaking out across his face and he looked close to fainting as he closed his eyes. Paige was barely able to make out his whispered words before he reached out at last and grabbed her hand. She didn't hesitate once her fingers closed around his hand in a tight grip, although in the back of her mind it registered that his hand was hot as if he was running a fever and clammy, she also noticed that his grip was quite weak. Paige allowed the blue and white lights to engulf both her and him, letting them take the two of them away from the impending danger as she heard the door burst open.
Paige opened her eyes when she felt the cool breeze of the night air against her skin. The pounding noise that had just surrounded them was gone, replaced by a silence penetrated only by the sound of the wind and the faint noises of the city far below them. She straightened up out of the crouch she had been in when she had orbed, while maintaining her grasp on Keslan's hand, and as had become her custom did a quick survey of her surroundings to ensure that there was no danger. With that done, she looked back down at him with concern etched across her face, wondering if he was going to collapse after clearly having gone through not only a physical ordeal but an emotional one as well.
"Are you okay?" she asked gently as she crouched back down so that she could better see his face.
Re: Double Standards ]] Paige « Reply #6 on Jun 16, 2009, 11:18pm »
It was a feeling like falling into a pool of crystal clear water, after being forced to walk in fire. Immediately, the mental voices were far away, out of his reach, and his mind was greeted instead by blissful silence. Only one thought process remained, though it was quiet and gentle, as if by intent, rather than concern. It was as if a massive weight had been lifted from his head and his chest, and he was once again able to breathe.
His breath came back, in slow, short gasps, not unlike hyperventilating, but even that was too rough. He was coming back to himself, and though he did fall to his knees, it was not out of pain, but rather, out of relief. Like playing tug-of-war as a child, and your opponent simply let go. All of the strain was released in a sort of backlash effect, and he was forced to the ground.
Except, this wasn't right. His mind, starting to once again register thoughts and feelings, realized that this shouldn't be. After all, just a moment ago, they'd been in a police building, and a madman had been raining bullets down upon the building in a haze of angry retribution, revenge cutting like a knife through the thoughts of many an innocent bystander.
Still, he couldn't deny the relief he felt. Once he was out of there, to wherever here was, it was... better. His mind felt like it was his again, and wasn't being pressed in on all sides. The bloodflow from his nose and ears had become a slight trickle, as if whatever force that had been extracting it was already losing its battle. The pressure was alleviated, and the need to 'vent', so to speak, was over.
Bringing a grimy hand up to his forhead, he wiped easily at the thick sheen of sweat, unwittingly leaving a slight off-color trail on his forhead. Keslan's eyes lifted back up to Paige - the social worker? Who had somehow managed to get him to... a roof. Roof? Something. They were up high. The question was, how had they gotten here? Keslan wasn't a tiny kid, and though he had passed out before, he didn't think he'd done so, now.
"Yeah... yeah. It's much quieter up here." He murmured, taking a few deep, needed breaths. Blue and white. He remembered that.
His brows knit together, looking at that concerned face. He could hear her thoughts now, as plain as day. She was genuinely concerned for him. But she was also trying to figure out how to cover up a secret. Her secret.
How she'd brought him here. He narrowed his gaze on her, and allowed himself to push a little deeper. Secrets weren't secrets around him. He had to be certain that she wasn't going to turn out to be a hit man, or a mafioso or something - even if that still didn't explain...
One word, caught his mental radar, and stuck. One word that rang truer than any other he'd heard before, either outwardly, or in his head. He'd heard similar things, emphasis before. But never like this.
"You're a... witch?" He stated, confused. Of course, stranger things could happen - after all, he'd just figured it out by plucking the answer from her brain, after all. The question of how that was possible was a stupid one, one that he had no reason to ask.
Still, this was decidedly a strange point. On a roof - or in the air - with... with a witch. Somehow, he was able to take it in stride, though that confused look didn't leave his face.
Re: Double Standards ]] Paige « Reply #7 on Jun 23, 2009, 3:36am »
Her concern for the young boy before her didn't lessen when he finally answered her. His color was beginning to improve slightly and the crease in his brow that was caused by his grimace of pain had vanished but he still seemed unsteady. It was as if he was recovering from a sudden bout of a violent infection.
"You shouldn't move too quickly." she cautioned still peering at him, "You still look very pale."
She saw a slight frown cross his face as his eyes focused on her completely when she spoke. It wasn't surprising, she was sure that by now he was getting suspicious. Now that Keslan was getting his bearings she was more than sure that he was beginning to register the fact that they had somehow escaped the police station without any physical movement in the blink of an eye, more or less. It was time to deal with the consequences of her actions.
'What am I gonna say?' she thought, watching him, 'How can I possibly explain this?'
Paige had known that she would be exposing herself by orbing him out of the police station but there hadn't been another way out of the situation at least none that she could see and there was no way that she would have left him there to get hurt or worse. She had taken him to the one of the safest places she knew, the Golden Gate Bridge.
A thousand different scenarios or rather lies ran through her head but she knew none of them would work and yet she knew that she had to say something. The boy would want an explanation, he was not stupid in anyway and even besides that it was clear that he was unusual...special in some way. She was still trying to figure out what she would say when Keslan spoke.
"You're a... witch?"
Those words caused her to leap back in surprise and it wasn't because of what he said but rather what he said. There had been a certainty in his words that should not have been there. Even if he was one of those mortals that believed in the supernatural and even went so far as to research them, he would have only been able to guess and suspect, not...know which he seemed to.
"What would give you that idea?" she asked warily, deciding not to say anything to confirm or deny what he had said, in case he really was just an incredibly good and accurate guesser. "Did you hit your head?"
Re: Double Standards ]] Paige « Reply #8 on Aug 31, 2009, 11:23pm »
It took him a second - his orientation was still in the 'dis' category, and though he knew exactly what he heard, maybe it was out of sequence. Stranger things had happened. After all, it was like being extracted from the bottom of the ocean before one had a chance to get rid of the pressure. It was all rushing back in to him, leaving him less coordinated than usual.
Looking up at her, again, he tried to stand, wobbled, and found himself once again back on his ass. There was nothing to be done about that - the young psychic was not without his faults, and high-stress situations were certainly one of them. Then again, he could resolve this one pretty quickly if he had to, or if she decided that him knowing her secret was now a problem.
"You're a witch. A good witch. And a whitelighter... whatever that is." He murmured, his voice uneven, having lost a bit of the bite it had had back in the station. Life threatening experiences tended to do that to you, especially if the only other dangers were typically avoided with a few words. "I know, because I can hear your thoughts." He said.
That's what gave him 'that idea'. His certainty came from her certainty, no other source. Biting his lower lip, he closed his eyes, and leaned his head forward, almost to his knees. "I couldn't breathe in there. Everyone was panicking, and it was tearing up my brain..." His bloodstained features could attest to that - he was a mess, literally and figuratively. Blood was already drying from both nostrils and either of his ears, making him look like a face painting gone horribly wrong.
Looking to her uncertainly. Like he couldn't tell her that? Looking up made him dizzy, though, so his head resumed it's downturn, eyes-closed situation.
"Whenever there's a lot of people or a lot of stress, all the thoughts just crowd and crowd until there's no more room. I almost blacked out, I know it." He murmured, again, keeping his voice as level as he could. At least now he was starting to feel his stomach settle. "My question is... how... how did we get here? What's going on...?" His voice was starting to weaken, and he knew it.
He might still pass out, if he couldn't get his breathing and everything back under control - that was why he let his questions falter and trail off to silence, remaining in that prone position. He hoped Paige would be straight with him, at this point - he didn't want to dig around her brain, not in his current situation.
Re: Double Standards ]] Paige « Reply #9 on Dec 5, 2009, 2:59pm »
"Okay, whoa there." she said as he tried to stand, stumbling before his knees gave out beneath him still unable to bear his weight, "You don't have to get up. Stay down and try putting your head between your knees."
Paige had only just gotten over her initial shock of him seemingly, matter-of-factly stating that she was a witch and had pushed that problem aside when she saw him fall. She quickly walked the few steps back over to him and placed her hand supportively on his shoulder.
"You really shouldn't try to move so fast, just yet Keslan." she told him, looking at his pale face with concern, "Give yourself some time to recover. You are safe here."
It was a few seconds before he spoke again.
"You're a witch. A good witch. And a whitelighter... whatever that is."
Her eyes widened in surprise as he continued to state probably her most well - kept secrets like if they were general knowledge but this time she didn't withdraw in shock, she just continued to listen as he spoke, hoping to pick up some clue as to what was going on with him and how he knew all these things.
"I know, because I can hear your thoughts."
'He's psychic!' she thought, that one bit of information suddenly clarifying everything, 'Good thing that I didn't pass on this case after all.'
She shook her head at him with a slight smile as he moved onto the usual questions of where, why and most importantly how.
"All of that can wait." she told him gently, "The most important thing that you need to know right now is that I'm a friend and that you can trust me."
Paige could see that the young boy was still pale and if anything getting paler. What happened in the station had clearly taken a significant toll on his body and it was likely that this was not the first time that his uncontrolled powers had done damage to him. If anything, what she was seeing was probably the result of multiple psychic overloads and recoveries.
"Keslan," she continued, "I need you to close your eyes and stay still, okay?"
Paige waited until he complied and then gently placed her hands on the side of his head. She allowed the healing, golden glow to form and flow through his body, repairing the damage that had been done to it.
Re: Double Standards ]] Paige « Reply #10 on Dec 5, 2009, 3:55pm »
Another wave of nausea left him obeying her orders to put his head between his knees. There was a lot of problems that came along with his apparent gift, and it was not something he was particularly thrilled with. The lucky part was, though, that he could at least feel a little better, considering the absence of 'noise'. He sniffed, absently, getting that horrid 'taste' in his mouth, copper from the blood he'd recently shed. All in all, Keslan desperately wanted the weakness to fade.
"All... all right." A friend that he could trust? A line he'd heard far more than he cared to remember. All of his 'friends' that he could 'trust' usually needed something from him. Drugs, sex, money. Things he could get, things he could provide. Things he did provide, because... that was all he knew. Her voice didn't betray any false intention, but in his current state, he was having a difficult enough time trying to listen in to her thoughts.
He wasn't feeling better, aside from the lack of pressure, which was massively unusual, as far as he could remember. He usually felt better pretty quickly, but this time... not so much. His brows furrowed, and his eyes narrowed on her, as he tried to be somewhat defiant. Even if he said he could trust her, Keslan had never lived a life that was conducive to trust. It was unfortunate, but there was nothing to be done with it. He couldn't just give someone his trust. Not that easily.
Still, he let his head droop once more, a quiet acquiescence that he couldn't much help. Then... as his eyes closed... he began to feel warm. That warmth suffused him, wrapped him up in something that he couldn't even begin to comprehend. But his head almost immediately began to feel better. The nausea slipped away, and was replaced with something unusual.
Comfort.
He didn't know what that was like. This was... something new.
He let his eyes flutter open, seeing the last hints of a golden glow. The fact that he could lift his head without that quite painful pounding in his head was quite wonderful, actually. Still, he didn't know how she did it, or even why. "I should... I should get back. I've bothered you too much already - I was just going to go... home." He said, though he obviously hesitated when he said that. He was not the kind of person to really tell everything as it was - especially considering his current situation.
Regardless, she'd read his file - she knew exactly the kind of parents he had, and what he could expect at home. Extrapolation would point that he was lying - very well, actually. His face was a mask of sincerity. All in all, even after everything that had just happened, he still wasn't sure how to go about this. Trusting her was not out of the question... but... it wasn't easy.
After all, they were now standing - well, sitting - on top of the golden gate bridge. "... It's alright to leave, right...?" He asked, uncertainly, looking to her. He didn't know how much of the law she would be observing, considering the way things had rolled around at the station. It wasn't safe there, hell, he didn't even know what was going on there. He'd barely been conscious enough to determine that there was a problem.
Keslan tried to rise - wobbled, again, but this time, didn't fall particularly hard. He was able to keep himself standing a little more, before he crashed. So... moving was still out of the question, at least for now. "Whatever you did.... thank... thanks. I feel a little better." He murmured, softly.
Re: Double Standards ]] Paige « Reply #11 on Dec 6, 2009, 5:24pm »
Paige could already see that the healing was working, Keslan's colour was improving and his breathing was evening out. After a couple more seconds she removed her hands, surveying him as he reopened his eyes.
"Better?" she asked.
She listened as he spoke, a frown slowly forming as she heard what he had to say.
"You're not a bother, Keslan." she said gently, "It really was no problem and I was happy to help."
She hesitated when he mentioned going home and asked if it was okay to leave. All she could think of at those words was all that she had read in the report, where he would be going to definitely wasn't a home. Her arm again reached out to grab him as he fell so he wouldn't hit as hard.
"I can see that your as stubborn as my sisters when it comes to taking it easy." she said smiling slightly. Her smile soon faded and the frown returned, "Keslan," she continued with a sigh in an almost pleading tone, "I'm your Social Worker, I have read your file and believe me when I say that I really do want to help you. I do not want to force you to stay but I can't in all good conscience let you go back to that place, especially not in the state that you're in. Keslan...that isn't a home. If you stay I am sure that we can find a solution that we both can live with. Will you please let me help you Keslan? I mean it when I say that you can trust me."
Re: Double Standards ]] Paige « Reply #12 on Dec 8, 2009, 10:40am »
His eyes narrowed on her, as she spoke to him. She knew his problems, she knew his file. She knew exactly how his life had turned for the worst. She now knew about his gift, as well, and apparently had hers, as well. But she said it once more. She was his social worker. They never made things right. Not yet... hell, not ever. They were afraid of him. He was a hateful, spiteful individual - or at least, that's how he portrayed himself as. He liked the fact that it kept people off his back... for the most part.
But it was lonely, and he wouldn't bother disputing that.
There was one difference, though, that he was able to see. She didn't want to force him to do anything. She wanted to help, not dictate. That in itself was a rather strange quality, that he had no real idea how to deal with. He leaned backwards, so that he could stare at her. Why was she so different? Because she was a witch? Because she was a whitelighter? He let his mind reach out to hers, trying to scan her for a reason.
She was saying exactly what she was thinking. It was almost impossible to do that - matching word for word, intent for intent. It caused him to almost wince. How could he not trust someone who couldn't even remotely hide their intentions from their mind? She wasn't trying to justify him, and didn't think she'd just get brownie points...
"People... don't... people don't help. All anyone does is use everyone. It's hard to hear that you want to just help me... you don't even know me. All you've got is a picture and a paper. You know what my life is like... but, it's still..." There was a bitterness in his voice. He wanted to trust her. She was the first person in a long time to have been nice to him, even a little. He wasn't used to it. "I see the world the way it really is. I see people every day, who lie, and cheat, and take, and I get to see their innermost thoughts. I know what people really want, deep down, below what they tell everyone else. The stuff they hide from their wives and boyfriends and children..."
He put his head back between his legs - he felt like he was going to be ill, again. He'd lived a lot of those deep down desires... for a reasonable price. They weren't his most powerful memories, but they were also not particularly fond memories, either. He didn't usually react this way... but then again, he didn't talk about this, either. He'd never opened up to a social worker. He couldn't - telling them he could see their deepest, darkest secrets was a one way ticket to a jail cell or a padded one.
"People use people. That's what they do. But if you mean it... and I mean mean it... I'll... I'll trust you. But... if you don't... if you have some motive I can't see... don't ask me to trust you. Please." He said. That please was quite possibly the first real hint of emotion other than sickness or pain he'd displayed for her. For him.
If for a second he doubted her sincerity... he'd end this conversation by force.
Re: Double Standards ]] Paige « Reply #13 on Dec 21, 2009, 1:55am »
Paige remained silent, giving him the time he needed to work through what she had said. She knew that it would be hard for him to accept help let alone trust her after less than two hours and she didn't want to push. She moved to sit next to him on the floor as she waited till he was ready.
When she saw him put his head back between his knees, she instinctively reached out to put a consoling hand on his bent back but before she touched him she thought better of it and withdrew her hand and resumed her silent waiting.
"You're both right and wrong, Keslan." she said softly when he finished speaking after the long pause that had followed her own speech, "There are people out there that care only for themselves and will use others without hesitation just for their own personal gain. Some of them are even like predators going so far as actually being on the lookout for the next person that they can use. There are people who think nothing of what their actions do to others as long as they get what they want. The world can truly be a horrible place and you know that better than most. You've experienced more of the terrible things that can happen in this world than any one person should and I am truly sorry that you have had to endure so much."
Paige paused.
"But Keslan. Despite all the bad, there is good in the world too." she continued in earnest, "There are people who genuinely care. People who want to help. People who look at all the horrible things in the world and want to change them. They are people who would want to protect others from pain. People like me who you would be able to trust and depend on. I know its hard to believe after everything that has happened to you. You have only ever known the most horrible aspects of life but believe me when I say that there is more than just the bad. If you can trust me, I can promise you that I will do all in my power to show you another side to life, a better one. The side of life that you, like every other child in this world, deserves to not only see but experience. I am not out to use you or cause you any pain, Kes; its actually the opposite actually. I want to see you happy and safe. Can you somehow find it in yourself to believe that?"
Re: Double Standards ]] Paige « Reply #14 on Dec 21, 2009, 2:26am »
Again, her thoughts matched her words completely. They rang with sincerity and truth and it almost made his head hurt, focusing on her. He could dig as deeply as he wanted, but it didn't matter - people couldn't fake their thoughts. Or at least, he'd never met someone that could. Biting his lower lip, he closed his eyes again. If he did this - if he jumped, he'd be leaving himself vulnerable to all of that hateful, evil stuff that he lived in his everyday life anyways.
But if she was telling the truth - if everything she said was exactly the way she said it... then perhaps he'd be leaving himself open to something a bit more positive. It was that same question, however, that rang in the back of his mind, as it typically did. The why. Why would anyone go out of their way to save someone? To protect them from pain? It didn't seem to be the kind of thing anyone he'd met thusfar would do.
That was his problem. He'd seen all walks of life. School teachers, who had to go to their class the very next day. The rich, and the famous, the poor and the underhanded. No one was exempt from the standards he'd come to expect from people. If that was the case - 'good' people were a terrifyingly rare breed. He ran his fingers over his arms, to protect him a little better from the cold.
"If that's the truth... if there really are good people running around, then..." Do or die. Sink or swim. Life or death. He could flip a coin, at this point, and have just as much to go on. Right now it was just gut instinct that was tugging at him. His instincts kept him alive - as did his quirk. As he finally let those dark eyes open, so that he could look at her, he watched her carefully.
"I can't believe it. I've never met someone who was legitimately a good person. So..." He let his gaze narrow on her, almost a glare. The kind of thing that was enough to peel paint from walls, and send kids and their parents trundling to the other side of the road to get by him without getting close. "I'll try. I'll try to trust you. You're the first person that... that asked. So for now... you've got it."
But, at his roots, he was still a street rat, where everything simply went wrong for him. "But if this is bogus... well... I've survived this long 'cause I don't let people do me wrong and get away with it." It was a thinly veiled threat, certainly - a tone of uncertainty, however, not anger, was what he let in to his voice. He wasn't mad... but he was serious, and he wanted her to know that.
He let his eyes close once more, the intensity of his gaze fading away beneath heavy eyelids. "I need to get... home. Or to one of the shelters. It's hard enough to even stay awake right now." He mumbled, keeping his head on his knees. But it was painfully obvious that he wasn't going to let himself sleep - though he just said he'd trust her, there was certainly a difference between trusting someone awake and trusting someone asleep.
Though - up here, he had something he didn't have often - silence. He was reluctant to leave that.